I want to start by saying this has some heavy feelings of mine, so if you don't want to read "feelings", then you may skip this post! ;-) These are raw feelings. I'm not sharing these to make people feel guilty or bad. I think we (myself included) need a reminder of thinking about others and the experiences they may be going through and just give them time.
I have been listening to the audio version of Bittersweet by Shauna Niequist. It has been given mixed review of the best book people have read down to one star rating. I haven't quite finished it, but it is certainly hitting the heartstrings today. I think if you can relate to the bittersweet life experiences she has had, it draws you into the book more. I really enjoy her voice reading the book as well. The book synopsis is working through life's struggles and how we face them.
One particular section of the book is about just needing a moment. The experience she shares was a time when she was with her friends at a wedding. It was a great time with lots of dancing, fun, food, and laughter. One of her friends was having a great time at the wedding, but at one point she went outside the dancing hall and had to cry. She just needed to release her feelings of pain of being at the wedding. Then, she came back in, ready to join the fun again.
Do you experience a "just need a moment" at times.
Are you wanting to get married and just can't find the one, so every time you hear about an engagement or attend a wedding it stings a little, and you just need a moment?
Are you asked after you are married, when are you having kids, when it isn't in your plans or just the opposite it is a plan that isn't going the way you thought it would, and you just need a moment sometimes?
Are you going through super hard financial times, and one thing after another makes you feel like you are never going to get ahead? Then you hear from your friends about their latest plans for a vacation or how great a vacation they had, and you feel the sting?
Maybe they flash pictures on social media of their new, beautiful home, and you just need a moment, before you join them in conversation about their amazing chapter in their life.
Or did you lose a loved one, and when you see families together, people spending time with their parents/grandparents, and it stings a little and you just need a moment, because you are missing that special someone in your life?
Maybe you have a sick loved one and all you want to do is feel normal again as you watch all your friends and family getting to do what they want to do? Take a moment.
I think we can all relate in some way of just craving a moment.
As many you know, Josh and I would love to have our own biological child. For some reason, this just hasn't worked out for us. Yes, we have two amazing children in our lives that bring us joy and happiness, but when people have a new baby and make a comment such as, "He looks just like his dad!" or "She is a great mix of both of you!" You hear others share about how amazing it is to look in the eyes of your newborn, knowing you created this beautiful life, it can hurt a little.
When I'm invited to a baby shower or see on social media about a baby announcements, this can sting a little for me, and I just need a moment. I am happy and excited for them, but truth be told, sometimes I can be resentful and mad. I'm human...these are real feelings. So, if I don't respond right away to you or it isn't the reaction you were hoping for, remember to give me a moment. I'll be back to celebrate with you.
Rejoice with those who rejoice; mourn with those who mourn. - Romans 12:15
We don't know everyone's story. Try to refrain from asking others: When are you getting married? When are you have kids? Isn't it about time for another one? Are you ever going to find someone? Why don't you just take a vacation? It doesn't cost that much, does it?
Sometimes we just like to tell others statements as well: Don't stress about it, it will happen during the right, time...It will get better...Things could be worse...Be grateful for what you do have...Remember you have all those great memories of your loved one..etc.
Instead my advice is to listen, embrace, and love!
For those of you who feel the longing for just a moment. Take it! Let your heart feel. Then, you can be ready to embrace life again.
This, my friends, is life - so just take a moment! 💓
Saturday, February 23, 2019
Tuesday, January 22, 2019
A New Year
As a new year has begun everyone seems to have goals they want to achieve. I don't normally do resolutions because I fail at them miserably. I have great intentions with them, but I just can't quite do the follow through. I like to focus on a word for the year. I was throwing around a phrase, but I keep coming back to BALANCE.
I started to work on this last year, but as the year went on I began to feel overwhelmed with everything I was trying to do. These are some things I hope to find balance with this year.
More time intentionally focused on the kids, and less time with distractions.
More time reading the Bible,and less time reading useless stuff on my phone.
More time listening to others, and less time interrupting others with interjections in the conversation.
More purchasing of Fair Trade items, and less spending on items that may not treat their workers with dignity and respect.
More time educating myself on topics that matter to me, and less time feeling like I need to tackle the world.
More time being me, and less time worrying about what others think.
This phrase as well...
Yes, I can take time for self-care, and yes, I can still be a good mom.
Anyone else struggle with "mom-guilt"? I have a hard time going for a run or taking an hour to myself here or there when I know the kids are home. Or when I walk in the door from work and it looks like a tornado came through, and I barely have the energy to make supper, spend some time with the family, and get some work done before the next day.
When I do take time for self-care though, I'm finding I'm actually being a better mom because I'm not feeling as stressed and overwhelmed.
BALANCE!
So help me out! Keep me accountable and call me out on these if you want. It helps to have support and encouragement.
My plan is to share more on this blog this year, especially about topics that are my passion. I hope you enjoy reading them. Here we go...
I started to work on this last year, but as the year went on I began to feel overwhelmed with everything I was trying to do. These are some things I hope to find balance with this year.
More time intentionally focused on the kids, and less time with distractions.
More time reading the Bible,and less time reading useless stuff on my phone.
More time listening to others, and less time interrupting others with interjections in the conversation.
More purchasing of Fair Trade items, and less spending on items that may not treat their workers with dignity and respect.
More time educating myself on topics that matter to me, and less time feeling like I need to tackle the world.
More time being me, and less time worrying about what others think.
This phrase as well...
Yes, I can take time for self-care, and yes, I can still be a good mom.
Anyone else struggle with "mom-guilt"? I have a hard time going for a run or taking an hour to myself here or there when I know the kids are home. Or when I walk in the door from work and it looks like a tornado came through, and I barely have the energy to make supper, spend some time with the family, and get some work done before the next day.
When I do take time for self-care though, I'm finding I'm actually being a better mom because I'm not feeling as stressed and overwhelmed.
BALANCE!
So help me out! Keep me accountable and call me out on these if you want. It helps to have support and encouragement.
My plan is to share more on this blog this year, especially about topics that are my passion. I hope you enjoy reading them. Here we go...
Monday, December 31, 2018
2018 Reflection - Stronger
Today, I thought I'd do a quick yearly reflection. My word last year was "stronger." I had set some lofty goals for myself, and even though I may not have reached them all, I feel like I am stronger in the areas I wanted to improve.
Physically:
My goal this year was to run a half marathon and reach 1,000 miles.
In 2018 I completed:
6 - 5K road races
1 - 5K trail race
1 - 4 mile race
1 - half marathon
I didn't reach the 1,000 mile goal. I got sciatica bad in the spring and took 2 weeks off of running. I ran out of "gas" in December, very low miles. I was completely drained, and I got sick twice. As I type this, I'm dealing with an injured foot and no voice for 3 days now. I'm still proud to say that I ran 893 miles! This will be my goal again next year!
Even though it is still challenging, I have maintained my weight goal. I still enjoy my sweets, just not as much. I haven't cut anything out of my eating habits completely, which is why WW works for me. (If you ever have any questions about it or interested in WW, let me know.)
Spiritually:
I read 5 books this year. I was hoping to read 5 books from the UMW list, but it didn't happen. I will set this goal again for next year. I also participated in Dressember again this year. It really changes my focus on the end of the year and what is really important.
Mentally and Emotionally:
I completed the grad class that I had in my plans for the year. Emotionally it was a tough year for me. This fall I dealt with some strong anxiety. Due to seeking help from therapy, I was able to get myself back on track with a good mindset. It still is something I deal with, but for now I'm handling it well. I also ended the year doing a 90 day challenge. I wrote down 10 specific things I was grateful for each day in a journal. This really helped me before I went to sleep with positive thoughts. This will be a habit I will continue.
2018 was a roller coaster year, but I wouldn't change it. It has pushed me in many ways and made me a stronger person. Toast to a new year!
I'm ready to take on 2019 with a new word...how about you?
Thursday, May 17, 2018
First Half Marathon Reflections
My journey of 15 months has been an adventure - from doing no activity to running a half marathon. I never would have dreamed of it, when I started my running journey again. I started my half marathon training around February. I had two weeks off due to back problems, but I was able to pull through it and move along.
As the race week approached, I was dealing with a lot of outside stress, and I wasn't sure how rested I would be for the race. My training worked, and I completed my first half marathon. It was a bumpy start that day. A bad thunderstorm rolled in, and I thought for sure we would be delayed a lot or reschedule. We were bused to the start, and they allowed us to stay on the buses until the weather let up. The race was only delayed by 15 minutes, and we were off. It was such a powerful experience.
I thought I would post a list of 10 thoughts about training and the half marathon race.
1. Thanks to my brother for mentioning to me the last time we went to visit, "Have you every thought of doing a half marathon?" I had the thought of it before, but no one really confirmed for me that they thought I could do it.
2. Training takes a lot of time! A shout out to my husband for holding down the fort, when I went for my runs. :-) He never complained once about me going for a run, and he always was the one to push me out the door when I was dragging my feet.
3. Running is a stress relief. I find that it is just as beneficial for physical health, as it is for mental/emotional health. I did a lot of self-talk in my head on my runs.
4. I learned how to run without headphones. At first I found it super challenging. Now I never run with them. It allows me to clear my mind. 13 miles gives a lot of time for thoughts. 😊
5. Thanks goes out to all my running friends! They were motivators! On those days that I didn't want to get out of bed or those late nights, their encouraging words got me through those workouts.
6. Trust your training! I only ran 3 days during the week, and one long run on the weekends. I did some weights (but not a lot due to my back issues) and some cross training. I think hill work helped as well.
7. Running with a lot of people is a huge motivator. It kept me going as I focused on the runners in front of me.
8. Thank you, thank you to the water/drink stops along the way. They were all along the course cheering you on and offering fluid. I was so thankful every time I arrived at one. The signs were a lot of fun to read. One of my favorites at 1.5 miles in, "If you pass out, I will pause your Garmin!"
9. The last 2.5 miles for me was rough! I imagine it was due to my first race and figuring it all out. I set a goal for myself to break two hours (I knew I shouldn't have done that for my first race), but it pushed me. My 10th mile I felt like a turtle moving.
10. The last mile felt robotic. It is super hard to explain. In my head I kept thinking, "Are my legs really rotating like I'm running?" When I crossed the line, all I could say was: thank goodness that is over. This may have been one and done for me. ha! Now, I am considering running it again next year.
I've taken some rest this week. My plan is to improve on my 5k time this summer and possibly do a 10k. I want to go run just for fun for a bit! Now off to sign up for some 5ks. :D
As the race week approached, I was dealing with a lot of outside stress, and I wasn't sure how rested I would be for the race. My training worked, and I completed my first half marathon. It was a bumpy start that day. A bad thunderstorm rolled in, and I thought for sure we would be delayed a lot or reschedule. We were bused to the start, and they allowed us to stay on the buses until the weather let up. The race was only delayed by 15 minutes, and we were off. It was such a powerful experience.
I thought I would post a list of 10 thoughts about training and the half marathon race.
1. Thanks to my brother for mentioning to me the last time we went to visit, "Have you every thought of doing a half marathon?" I had the thought of it before, but no one really confirmed for me that they thought I could do it.
2. Training takes a lot of time! A shout out to my husband for holding down the fort, when I went for my runs. :-) He never complained once about me going for a run, and he always was the one to push me out the door when I was dragging my feet.
3. Running is a stress relief. I find that it is just as beneficial for physical health, as it is for mental/emotional health. I did a lot of self-talk in my head on my runs.
4. I learned how to run without headphones. At first I found it super challenging. Now I never run with them. It allows me to clear my mind. 13 miles gives a lot of time for thoughts. 😊
5. Thanks goes out to all my running friends! They were motivators! On those days that I didn't want to get out of bed or those late nights, their encouraging words got me through those workouts.
6. Trust your training! I only ran 3 days during the week, and one long run on the weekends. I did some weights (but not a lot due to my back issues) and some cross training. I think hill work helped as well.
7. Running with a lot of people is a huge motivator. It kept me going as I focused on the runners in front of me.
8. Thank you, thank you to the water/drink stops along the way. They were all along the course cheering you on and offering fluid. I was so thankful every time I arrived at one. The signs were a lot of fun to read. One of my favorites at 1.5 miles in, "If you pass out, I will pause your Garmin!"
9. The last 2.5 miles for me was rough! I imagine it was due to my first race and figuring it all out. I set a goal for myself to break two hours (I knew I shouldn't have done that for my first race), but it pushed me. My 10th mile I felt like a turtle moving.
10. The last mile felt robotic. It is super hard to explain. In my head I kept thinking, "Are my legs really rotating like I'm running?" When I crossed the line, all I could say was: thank goodness that is over. This may have been one and done for me. ha! Now, I am considering running it again next year.
I've taken some rest this week. My plan is to improve on my 5k time this summer and possibly do a 10k. I want to go run just for fun for a bit! Now off to sign up for some 5ks. :D
Sunday, April 22, 2018
Earth Day
Saturday, I thought tomorrow, Earth Day, will be the perfect day to get some garbage cleaned up with the kids. So we went with garbage bags and gloves in toe. At first there wasn't a lot, but as we went along the kids began to find a lot of trash, in particular, a lot of alcohol bottles. They just couldn't understand why so many people felt the need to throw the trash out the window of their vehicle when they are so close to town and a garbage can.
We were about halfway through, when I think the part that made the most impact of the journey happened. Each of us had a bag: two bags for recycling and one bag for garage. My son was wandering ahead of us as he was just trying to find the bottles, making a little game out of it, but realizing he had a lot to do. He sat down along the ditch near the field. I asked him, "Why are you sitting down? Are you tired?" He responded, "This makes me really sad!" I said, "This makes me sad, too."
We only got one part of the road up to the cemetery done and filled up three bags. The kids were worn out, and I was ready to head home. Josh came and picked us up, so we could get the bags home. Our daughter was concerned about the rest of the road that I run along. I told her when we get another nice weekend free, we can finish up that part of the road, too.
I'm curious to see when I go for my next run out that way, how much trash has accumulated since we picked it up. It just bothers me so much, when we can easily take our to-go containers, cups, bottles, food wrappers, etc to the nearest garbage. Every gas station I've been to has garbage cans right at the pump.
How do we change people's behaviors? I don't know that I have the answer. I am going to make sure that our two know how to care for God's earth and what we can do to make positive changes. Today is a minor action, but I think it was deeper than 3 bags of trash. It was filled with reflection, family time, enjoying the outdoors, and we realized how 1 hour can make a small difference.
Friday, April 6, 2018
Update on 2018 goals
I thought I would check in as we are a quarter of the way through the year, and I need accountability on my goals I set for 2018.
Physically:
I was doing really well training for the half marathon. I was up to 8 miles a couple of weeks ago. I had a slight set back the last couple of weeks with sciatica pain. Just over the last couple of days, I have started to jog slowly again. I think I need to adjust my training some and get more cross training of yoga and biking in on alternate days. Anyone want to help keep me accountable to doing yoga more? May 12th will be here soon! Maintaining my weight is harder than losing the weight. I knew it would be a challenge. I'm still eating a balanced diet, but it can be really hard. It will be a lifetime of focus.
Spiritually:
This is one area I need to work on yet. I am reading a book currently titled, Girl Wash Your Face: Stop Believing in the Lies About Who You Area so You Can Become Who You Were Meant to Be by Rachel Hollis. I am really enjoying it so far, and it is calling me out on somethings that I could work on personally. I'm looking forward to sharing about the book, when I'm done.
Mentally and Emotionally:
Mentally and Emotionally:
This one can be rocky and up and down for me. I need some sunshine and warmer weather! I registered for a grad class focused on vocabulary in the classroom. This is an area that I could work on in my teaching. I'm looking forward to learning new strategies and ideas.
The towel on the floor...
See there always seems to be a towel left on the bathroom floor. There is a hook on the wall about two feet away, but the towel just can't seem to make it all the way there. ;-) Even with encouraging words and reminders, it just seems to find its own place on the floor. I've let it bother me lately. I may trip over it, and I say a few words. In the mornings I'm grumbling as I make my way to my blow dryer and straightener to try to make something out of the mop on my head. After the kids go to bed I look at it as I pass down the hallway saying, "Why can't they just hang up that towel!"
Then it hit me last night... It's just a towel! Really that's all it is. I picked it up off the floor and hung it up on the hook, and as my hand let go of the towel a flood of emotions came over me. Instead of being angry that the towel has been left on the floor, my heart turned to the blessings that this towel reminds me of in our lives. Our house 5 years ago was graced with our first youth in our home, and it has been filled with ups and downs since. This towel, reminds me of the laughter and giggles we have when we have tickle battles. This towel, reminds me of our simple, but yet fun day trips we take together to create lasting memories. This towel, reminds me of the conversations we have with each other as we sit at the table each night to have supper and ask each other, "How was your day?" This towel, reminds me of the simplicity of being a kids. This towel, reminds me of the blessings we have for our health and lives. This towel, reminds me I need to not stress so much over the small things and live in the moments we have. Because one day, I won't be picking up this towel, and I will miss it!
Sunday, January 7, 2018
Word of the Year
I've never been a fan of New Years Resolutions for myself. I usually can't follow through with them, and then I feel like I failed.
One of the Weight Watchers Ambassadors that I follow: Beautifully Broken Journey likes to choose a word to focus on for the year. I have another friend that does the same, so I thought I would do it as well. My word this year is......
STRONGER
Physically
Now that I am at a weight that I'm comfortable with, I want to work on getting stronger. I signed up for a half marathon. I feel like mentally I am there, I just need to work on the physical part. I don't want to look super muscular. My focus will be on toning and defining. I need to strengthen my legs to train for the half marathon. Also, the hard part of weight loss is maintenance. It was take will-power and strength to keep it off.
Spiritually
This year my focus is to be strong in the Lord. I want to spend more time in the Word, prayer, and daily reflection. I'm hoping I can do more of that when I go on my runs. It is a time for me to get away from distractions and spend time with God. United Methodist Women have a reading list and a goal of reading 5 books in a year. I did it two years ago, and I slacked off this past year. It is time to get back on track.
Mentally & Emotionally
This summer, I plan to take another online grad class for education. It isn't towards a masters degree, but I do enjoy studying and sharpening my brain.
From my experience through Dressember, I also plan to research and study more about human trafficking and fair labor across the globe.
I want to work on perspective thinking this year, too. When in a negative situation, I look at some positives - not let one or two bad things ruin my whole day. When I am negatively impacted by another person, I want to look through their eyes and see why they said/behaved the way they did.
I know some of these are lofty, and I may not be able to reach each one of these goals, but I hope by December 31st, 2018. I can say I'm a little
STRONGER!
Monday, January 1, 2018
Reflections on Dressember
Today I woke up with the thoughts of putting on a pair of pants. (I may be wearing dresses more often now, as I realized the great feeling of not having my waist line restricted. ;-) ) I wanted to take some time to share with you about my experience in participating in Dressember.
Last year, I had a friend post about participating in Dressember. I followed her posts and read them with intent, but I didn't participate. I followed the Facebook page, and when they posted about the start of the movement again, I knew in my heart I should participate. It was so much more than a dress. I felt all of these: humbled, sadness, happiness, empowered, anger, enlightened, strength, determined, prayerful, and most of all-changed.
Some Things I've learned since participating in Dressember.
Statistics
1. More than 30 million people are enslaved worldwide.
2. Human trafficking generates about 150 billion a year.
3. About 2 million children are exploited in the global commercial sex trade.
4. The most recent study from the International Labor Organization in September 2017 found that women account for 99% of victims in the commercial sex industry and 58% in other forms of slavery.
5. Every 30 seconds, somewhere in the world, a child is trafficked.
How to Recognize the Signs of Human Trafficking
https://polarisproject.org/human-trafficking/recognize-signs
Areas Dressember Supports
1. Rescuing Victims
Our partners work closely with law enforcement to identify, protect, and free people who have been forced into the commercial sex trade.They also work to train law enforcement, hospital staff, and transportation authorities to identify conspicuous signs of slavery.
2. SERVING JUSTICE
We facilitate collaborative work with legal authorities to build strong cases against traffickers, pimps, and criminals, and ensure that all victims are well represented in court.
3. RESTORING LIVES
We know that every survivor deserves unique, individual treatment. Survivors are provided with access to housing, medical treatment, as well as individualized trauma counseling, vocational opportunities, and education.
Ways to Educate Ourselves
a blogpost on some good podcasts to listen to: http://www.dressember.org/blog/podcasts
an app to use to check out companies: Good on You https://goodonyou.eco/app/
http://www.dressember.org/blog/childlabor
Ethical Shopping Choices
http://www.dressember.org/blog/mensethicalguide
http://www.dressember.org/blog/holidaygiftguide
http://www.dressember.org/blog/stockingstufferguide
http://www.thegoodtrade.com/features/fair-trade-clothing
This is not an exhaustive list for sure, as I didn't want to overwhelm you with too much information. My goal is just inform you a little more, and how we can stand up for human rights. This doesn't end for me, as I will continue to learn more of what I can do.
Last year, I had a friend post about participating in Dressember. I followed her posts and read them with intent, but I didn't participate. I followed the Facebook page, and when they posted about the start of the movement again, I knew in my heart I should participate. It was so much more than a dress. I felt all of these: humbled, sadness, happiness, empowered, anger, enlightened, strength, determined, prayerful, and most of all-changed.
Some Things I've learned since participating in Dressember.
Statistics
1. More than 30 million people are enslaved worldwide.
2. Human trafficking generates about 150 billion a year.
3. About 2 million children are exploited in the global commercial sex trade.
4. The most recent study from the International Labor Organization in September 2017 found that women account for 99% of victims in the commercial sex industry and 58% in other forms of slavery.
5. Every 30 seconds, somewhere in the world, a child is trafficked.
How to Recognize the Signs of Human Trafficking
https://polarisproject.org/human-trafficking/recognize-signs
Areas Dressember Supports
1. Rescuing Victims
Our partners work closely with law enforcement to identify, protect, and free people who have been forced into the commercial sex trade.They also work to train law enforcement, hospital staff, and transportation authorities to identify conspicuous signs of slavery.
2. SERVING JUSTICE
We facilitate collaborative work with legal authorities to build strong cases against traffickers, pimps, and criminals, and ensure that all victims are well represented in court.
3. RESTORING LIVES
We know that every survivor deserves unique, individual treatment. Survivors are provided with access to housing, medical treatment, as well as individualized trauma counseling, vocational opportunities, and education.
Ways to Educate Ourselves
a blogpost on some good podcasts to listen to: http://www.dressember.org/blog/podcasts
an app to use to check out companies: Good on You https://goodonyou.eco/app/
http://www.dressember.org/blog/childlabor
Ethical Shopping Choices
http://www.dressember.org/blog/mensethicalguide
http://www.dressember.org/blog/holidaygiftguide
http://www.dressember.org/blog/stockingstufferguide
http://www.thegoodtrade.com/features/fair-trade-clothing
This is not an exhaustive list for sure, as I didn't want to overwhelm you with too much information. My goal is just inform you a little more, and how we can stand up for human rights. This doesn't end for me, as I will continue to learn more of what I can do.
Wednesday, December 27, 2017
Food - late post (I forgot to finish writing it and posting it.)
July 2017:
As we were planning our vacation, we received an e-mail from the owner of the cabin and he shared the details for us. Included in these details was a list of recommendations of restaurants. Throughout the week we tried hard to find the best restaurants to eat at and not to eat at a chain. A thought crossed my mind - Why do we focus so much on food? I get that it is necessity, and we need it to keep our bodies moving and to stay healthy, but why is it such a huge focus for the majority of us.
When I think about meeting up with a friend, planning something with the family, working on a big event - food becomes a large part of it. If I think back in history, when people had guests they would make sure to have the best meal for them with their fine dining dishes. All around us food.
Some thoughts to ponder - I'd love to hear your thoughts.
Why does food have to be such a focus?
If it does need to be a focus, why do we prepare so much?
Why do restaurants serve us so much food that is equivalent to 3 servings or more?
If we actually had portion control, wouldn't this help out in the health care field as well?
As we were planning our vacation, we received an e-mail from the owner of the cabin and he shared the details for us. Included in these details was a list of recommendations of restaurants. Throughout the week we tried hard to find the best restaurants to eat at and not to eat at a chain. A thought crossed my mind - Why do we focus so much on food? I get that it is necessity, and we need it to keep our bodies moving and to stay healthy, but why is it such a huge focus for the majority of us.
When I think about meeting up with a friend, planning something with the family, working on a big event - food becomes a large part of it. If I think back in history, when people had guests they would make sure to have the best meal for them with their fine dining dishes. All around us food.
Some thoughts to ponder - I'd love to hear your thoughts.
Why does food have to be such a focus?
If it does need to be a focus, why do we prepare so much?
Why do restaurants serve us so much food that is equivalent to 3 servings or more?
If we actually had portion control, wouldn't this help out in the health care field as well?
Monday, November 9, 2015
The Blanket
It has taken me some to write this into words, but writing can heal the heart. I apologize for the lack of eloquence in words. Writing is not my strength...
Growing up, we would go to auction sales of our deceased relatives. My mom would always buy something that she could hold on to remember her relatives. I remember one sale in particular and she really wanted this old fashion baby buggy. It is pretty cool, from her aunt and uncles. She dressed up in a parade with her siblings with it and she has such wonderful memories. If I remember right an antique collector was bidding against her until, he realized it was family and gave in. We came home with this large beautiful baby buggy. My sister and I made porcelain dolls through 4-H, and many of them through our hands were placed in the buggy in the window of our dining room. My mom also has this beautiful cabinet from my grandma's house and a couple of special chairs from relatives as well. Another neat addition to my parents home is my dad's father's desk. It has such character and fits just perfectly in the corner.
As our dining room got tighter and tighter with these special heirlooms, I made comments and sly remarks to my parents. "Why do you need all this stuff? You have your memories to remember your loved ones. Why do you need the stuff?" I was harsh and told them to just let it go. Of course, the immaturity of me wasn't met with a hard head, and they just let the words fly in the air and go.
Then there is this blanket...my Aunt Anita made for me a few Christmases ago. She remembered my favorite color green, and it is so soft and warm. I would occasionally take this blanket and wrap it around my legs for warmth as I read a book with a dim light before bed.
Flash forward...I've recently lost this special someone. She was a remarkable women full of love, passion, and kindness. I always said I wanted to be a children's librarian someday just like her. It would be my dream job! Then the week of her passing, in our classroom our story was "Tomas and the Library Lady." It took every part of me to read the story that week, as I reflected on all the "Tomas kids" she touched as she worked tirelessly with the students from area schools in Sterling.
Now this blanket is no longer just a "blanket", but a comforter and healer for me as I wrap it tightly around me at night thinking of all the wonderful times I've had with her. I've become protective of it as I don't want anyone else to touch it. Every time I flip the page of a children's book she gave me, which I either have at home or in my classroom, I think of her reading the words off the page. I couldn't imagine anyone else having these books. I had to stop myself, as I said this is crazy, and then I thought of all the beautiful furniture items at my parents house. How quickly I was to judge, when now I'm doing the same thing.
I know I don't need the blanket to keep all those beautiful memories tucked away in my mind, but there is just something about it to help make the connection.
So to my parents...keep your "blankets" for as long as you need them. I can handle the clutter of a house.
Growing up, we would go to auction sales of our deceased relatives. My mom would always buy something that she could hold on to remember her relatives. I remember one sale in particular and she really wanted this old fashion baby buggy. It is pretty cool, from her aunt and uncles. She dressed up in a parade with her siblings with it and she has such wonderful memories. If I remember right an antique collector was bidding against her until, he realized it was family and gave in. We came home with this large beautiful baby buggy. My sister and I made porcelain dolls through 4-H, and many of them through our hands were placed in the buggy in the window of our dining room. My mom also has this beautiful cabinet from my grandma's house and a couple of special chairs from relatives as well. Another neat addition to my parents home is my dad's father's desk. It has such character and fits just perfectly in the corner.
As our dining room got tighter and tighter with these special heirlooms, I made comments and sly remarks to my parents. "Why do you need all this stuff? You have your memories to remember your loved ones. Why do you need the stuff?" I was harsh and told them to just let it go. Of course, the immaturity of me wasn't met with a hard head, and they just let the words fly in the air and go.
Then there is this blanket...my Aunt Anita made for me a few Christmases ago. She remembered my favorite color green, and it is so soft and warm. I would occasionally take this blanket and wrap it around my legs for warmth as I read a book with a dim light before bed.
Now this blanket is no longer just a "blanket", but a comforter and healer for me as I wrap it tightly around me at night thinking of all the wonderful times I've had with her. I've become protective of it as I don't want anyone else to touch it. Every time I flip the page of a children's book she gave me, which I either have at home or in my classroom, I think of her reading the words off the page. I couldn't imagine anyone else having these books. I had to stop myself, as I said this is crazy, and then I thought of all the beautiful furniture items at my parents house. How quickly I was to judge, when now I'm doing the same thing.
I know I don't need the blanket to keep all those beautiful memories tucked away in my mind, but there is just something about it to help make the connection.
So to my parents...keep your "blankets" for as long as you need them. I can handle the clutter of a house.
Sunday, March 2, 2014
Focus on others...
To start off, I want to thank everyone for helping out with sending birthday cards to my dad for his 60th birthday. I'm looking forward to seeing his reaction to receiving all the cards this week! I love getting personal letters/cards in the mail, and I'm sure he will as well.
Life is going to start picking up the pace a bit now as I start track season. It's hard to believe as I look out my window at all that light fluffy
Here is what Pastor Robb said about the idea: There are no real rules to this idea. This is just a way to write a note to 40 different people, and pray for them in the process. I’ll leave the content of the note up to you. Only share what you feel comfortable sharing with others. For example, you don’t have to tell someone that you’re writing them a note to fill in their “might be fearful” slot, and you don’t have to offer forgiveness to the person on March 27. Any note could be as simple as saying, “During the course of my prayers today, you came to mind. I hope you are doing well.”
He also shares ideas of different people that you can send a note to during the time. I probably won't follow it all, but it is a great way to get some ideas. Find out more here http://fatpastor.me/2013/02/12/40-notes-in-40-days.
Curious to hear what you do for Lent. I'm praying that I'm able to complete the task.
By the way a little update on my diary writing. It has become a daily habit now, and it's been great to reflect everyday of what I've done. Thanks again to my Aunt Anita for the journal at Christmas to spark my interest in starting the diary.
Thursday, January 2, 2014
2014 - Keeping History Alive
As a fan of technology, I finally purchased a smartphone a few months ago. Nothing fancy - not an iphone - but it does the trick. I've fallen into using the instagram app. I find that its fun to catch a moment in time to share with others every so often. I take a picture now and then to share with my friends. What I've realized though is that we live in such an instant world. It makes me wonder though have we lost the art of keeping the old traditions alive.
Does anyone out there miss when you took photos with film, and then waited for it to be developed to see the surprise?
Do you miss getting a hand written note in the mail or a real phone call from a friend?
Does anyone miss the sound of music from a record player?
What about not having the internet and actually looking up information in a book?
Speaking of books, when using an electronic device to read, don't you miss the smell and feel of a real book?
I like to say I have an "old" heart.
My family has a beautiful tradition - writing in a diary. We have diaries from several generations ago, and there is something magical about reading what people did on a day to day basis many years ago. My parents have kept the tradition going by keeping a diary too. Every so often, my dad will get out a diary and read about what we did that day several years ago. We might look up when we were born or what we did on our birthdays. It's fun to hear about the weather and what we did to have a good time.
For Christmas this year, I received a journal from my aunt. It has encouraged me to continue on with this family tradition of writing about my daily life in a diary format in my own handwriting. I can't wait to look back and read these memories with my family some day. I hope to keep you posted with this goal.
Does anyone out there miss when you took photos with film, and then waited for it to be developed to see the surprise?
Do you miss getting a hand written note in the mail or a real phone call from a friend?
Does anyone miss the sound of music from a record player?
What about not having the internet and actually looking up information in a book?
Speaking of books, when using an electronic device to read, don't you miss the smell and feel of a real book?
I like to say I have an "old" heart.
My family has a beautiful tradition - writing in a diary. We have diaries from several generations ago, and there is something magical about reading what people did on a day to day basis many years ago. My parents have kept the tradition going by keeping a diary too. Every so often, my dad will get out a diary and read about what we did that day several years ago. We might look up when we were born or what we did on our birthdays. It's fun to hear about the weather and what we did to have a good time.
For Christmas this year, I received a journal from my aunt. It has encouraged me to continue on with this family tradition of writing about my daily life in a diary format in my own handwriting. I can't wait to look back and read these memories with my family some day. I hope to keep you posted with this goal.
Thursday, November 28, 2013
There is always something for which to be thankful...
This Thanksgiving seems to have a new meaning to me. I think I've gained a new perspective this past year on giving thanks. I've been doing the 30 days of thanks challenge on Facebook, posting each day something I'm thankful for. I know for some it isn't your thing, but it has given me a chance to really reflect on each day and think about all the things I'm thankful for. Even on those hard and trying days, I was still able to find something to give thanks to.
It is so easy sometimes to allow the selfish human side of us to sneak in, and we sulk in the things we don't have. We reflect on what others have and want what our neighbors have. We use the line, "Life's not fair," when things aren't going the way we wish they would go. We get caught up in the great deals of the holiday shopping weekend, thinking we NEED all the latest and high tech gear.
But I want to challenge you to be thankful for all circumstances in life. A good friend of mine recently posted on her Facebook page being thankful for the hard and challenging times in her life this year. She is thankful for these moments, because now she can connect with others that may go through similar experiences in life. Wow! What a powerful reflection for others in her faith and walk with Jesus Christ.
As Josh and I are journeying through being a licensed foster care home, we have truly been giving thanks in all circumstances. I never would have guessed 10 years ago that this is what my life would be like right now. If life hadn't worked out the way it has, we wouldn't be starting this chapter in our lives. We are realizing how blessed we are to share our home. God has certainly been carrying us through this experience, and making us feel at peace through it all.
So I hope that you are able to take some time and give thanks for all of your experiences, even though it may be difficult.
Friday, July 26, 2013
4-H Memories Celebrating 100 Years
"I pledge my head to clearer thinking,
My heart to greater loyalty,
My hands to larger service,
and my health for better living,
for my club, my community, my country, and my world."
"To make the best better" ....
As I went to judge with my mom at the 4-H fair yesterday memories flooded my mind as I thought back to all the years I was involved in 4-H and all the people that I met along the way. As I walked the buildings at the fairgrounds, I realized that 4-H isn't important to most people anymore. Club numbers seem to have dwindled, projects lay spread out with space in between the tables, and few kids enter the judging hall. This breaks my heart as I see such an important program, no longer a part of kids lives. My experience in 4-H impacted me in so many ways, as I gained confidence, leadership skills, pride, etc. This year, 4-H is celebrating 100 Years, and I thought it would be appropriate to share some of my experiences as a 4-Her. I won't be able to list them all, but just would like to share a few.
1. Showing cattle at the fair and sleeping in the barns. I still remember pranks being done to each other and bats flying over our heads at night. (4-H by the way isn't just for "farming" kids!) We would work so hard going out to the farm to feed the heifers, work with them to tame them down, and then halter them to show. Some of the best times I had were on the farm with my siblings and cousins working with our cattle. Giving the cows a bath was priceless :)
2. Modeling my clothing project that I bought each year. No I didn't decide to be a model for a career, but I did gain confidence in myself. I learned what it is to be a good shopper and look for quality in items that I purchase. Through 4-H I learned what colors look good on me, and what colors I should avoid. We were also a part of the "Fashion Board" and would work hard at designing the stage the the modeling show - Peggy Bolin, Pat Rod, and my mom were such great leaders to help us with this!
3. Giving "talks and demonstrations" at our club meetings. We had to give a little speech about a topic and demonstrate how to do something in front of the club once a year. This is how I learned public speaking skills and how to feel comfortable standing up in front of a group of people. I learned how to run a meeting and was several different officers for the club throughout the years.
4. Doing all different kinds of projects gave me the chance to learn new things and find out what I was good at and maybe not so good at - microwave muffins...not so much! lol But I completed a wide variety of projects from citizenship, flowers, visual arts, cooking, passport to the world, photography, sewing for fun, etc. I remember being so anxious to share my project with the judge, and then getting the positive feedback on my accomplishments. If the project was "held-back" there was a possibility it might get more than a blue ribbon - even the chance to go to the state fair.
5. I think I attended the state fair with a project every year I was able to in 4-H. You got the chance to see the quality of projects from around the state and get to show your project to a judge once again. Receiving a superior at state was such an awesome feeling!
6. Most of all though I remember the relationships I built through being a part of 4-H. People I would never have met if I hadn't been a part of the program. You know who you are and I think of you all often! It is always great to run into you.
7. Now, I love to give back to the program that gave so much to me!
I could keep going on and on about all my experiences...
Most of all I have to thank my mom for being such an encourager of the 4-H program. She started the club in our community and I still remember the day we got to decide on a club name. What a big deal! The club is still going....Western Winning Wonders even though I think they now meet in Wyanet. She was a 4-Her herself growing up and she wanted us to experience the joy and fun that she had. We certainly did as kids. I hope that you check out the program for your own kids and see if you have a club in your community. I promise you it won't be something you will regret.
I just hope that my children will get the chance to experience it as well.
(Please share your favorite memories) Here is a link to the history. They started to be called 4-H clubs in 1912. http://www.4-h.org/about/4-h-history/
My heart to greater loyalty,
My hands to larger service,
and my health for better living,
for my club, my community, my country, and my world."
"To make the best better" ....
As I went to judge with my mom at the 4-H fair yesterday memories flooded my mind as I thought back to all the years I was involved in 4-H and all the people that I met along the way. As I walked the buildings at the fairgrounds, I realized that 4-H isn't important to most people anymore. Club numbers seem to have dwindled, projects lay spread out with space in between the tables, and few kids enter the judging hall. This breaks my heart as I see such an important program, no longer a part of kids lives. My experience in 4-H impacted me in so many ways, as I gained confidence, leadership skills, pride, etc. This year, 4-H is celebrating 100 Years, and I thought it would be appropriate to share some of my experiences as a 4-Her. I won't be able to list them all, but just would like to share a few.
1. Showing cattle at the fair and sleeping in the barns. I still remember pranks being done to each other and bats flying over our heads at night. (4-H by the way isn't just for "farming" kids!) We would work so hard going out to the farm to feed the heifers, work with them to tame them down, and then halter them to show. Some of the best times I had were on the farm with my siblings and cousins working with our cattle. Giving the cows a bath was priceless :)
2. Modeling my clothing project that I bought each year. No I didn't decide to be a model for a career, but I did gain confidence in myself. I learned what it is to be a good shopper and look for quality in items that I purchase. Through 4-H I learned what colors look good on me, and what colors I should avoid. We were also a part of the "Fashion Board" and would work hard at designing the stage the the modeling show - Peggy Bolin, Pat Rod, and my mom were such great leaders to help us with this!
3. Giving "talks and demonstrations" at our club meetings. We had to give a little speech about a topic and demonstrate how to do something in front of the club once a year. This is how I learned public speaking skills and how to feel comfortable standing up in front of a group of people. I learned how to run a meeting and was several different officers for the club throughout the years.
4. Doing all different kinds of projects gave me the chance to learn new things and find out what I was good at and maybe not so good at - microwave muffins...not so much! lol But I completed a wide variety of projects from citizenship, flowers, visual arts, cooking, passport to the world, photography, sewing for fun, etc. I remember being so anxious to share my project with the judge, and then getting the positive feedback on my accomplishments. If the project was "held-back" there was a possibility it might get more than a blue ribbon - even the chance to go to the state fair.
5. I think I attended the state fair with a project every year I was able to in 4-H. You got the chance to see the quality of projects from around the state and get to show your project to a judge once again. Receiving a superior at state was such an awesome feeling!
6. Most of all though I remember the relationships I built through being a part of 4-H. People I would never have met if I hadn't been a part of the program. You know who you are and I think of you all often! It is always great to run into you.
7. Now, I love to give back to the program that gave so much to me!
I could keep going on and on about all my experiences...
Most of all I have to thank my mom for being such an encourager of the 4-H program. She started the club in our community and I still remember the day we got to decide on a club name. What a big deal! The club is still going....Western Winning Wonders even though I think they now meet in Wyanet. She was a 4-Her herself growing up and she wanted us to experience the joy and fun that she had. We certainly did as kids. I hope that you check out the program for your own kids and see if you have a club in your community. I promise you it won't be something you will regret.
I just hope that my children will get the chance to experience it as well.
(Please share your favorite memories) Here is a link to the history. They started to be called 4-H clubs in 1912. http://www.4-h.org/about/4-h-history/
Wednesday, June 26, 2013
A New Chapter...
Isaiah 40:31 Yet those who wait for the LORD Will gain new strength; They will mount up with wings like eagles, They will run and not get tired, They will walk and not become weary.
The following is not an easy blog post to make, but one that is needed for therapy and support. :)
Josh and I love kids! We are content with just the two of us, but would love to have children of our own. Things just don't seem to be working out for us though. It has been very difficult full of heart-ache and emotions. We don't feel the need to go into details about this, but you can read the following blog. http://www.stevewiens.com/2013/03/26/ten-words-that-describe-infertility/#comment-5298
We have decided to start the process of Foster Care. We felt that we have the room in our home and hearts to open them up to kids, and this would be a great way to do it. We have gotten the preliminary things out of the way, and now we will begin taking the classes next week over the next two months, and completing the home study. We hope to learn a lot through the classes, and pray that we make the right decision about it. We ask that people do not judge us upon the decision that we make, and yes we are aware that our lives will be changed quite drastically, and it will be a very challenging task. Deep down though in my heart of hearts, I know that if we can provide a safe haven for a kid for a short time, what a blessing that will be. We may be asking in the next couple of months for some things that we may need to have on hand at our home, as we are thinking about taking any age of children from babies to teens.
So at this point we just ask for prayers and thoughts as we begin this new chapter in our lives. We pray that we make the right decision for us after the classes, and that we remain faithful to God through it all. Thanks in advance for your support in this.
P.S. A special note to all those that have children of your own. Give them an extra hug and kiss and realize how blessed you truly are! What a miracle and gift each child is!
“And we know that all things work together for good to those who love God, to those who are the called according to His purpose” (Romans 8:28)
The following is not an easy blog post to make, but one that is needed for therapy and support. :)
Josh and I love kids! We are content with just the two of us, but would love to have children of our own. Things just don't seem to be working out for us though. It has been very difficult full of heart-ache and emotions. We don't feel the need to go into details about this, but you can read the following blog. http://www.stevewiens.com/2013/03/26/ten-words-that-describe-infertility/#comment-5298
We have decided to start the process of Foster Care. We felt that we have the room in our home and hearts to open them up to kids, and this would be a great way to do it. We have gotten the preliminary things out of the way, and now we will begin taking the classes next week over the next two months, and completing the home study. We hope to learn a lot through the classes, and pray that we make the right decision about it. We ask that people do not judge us upon the decision that we make, and yes we are aware that our lives will be changed quite drastically, and it will be a very challenging task. Deep down though in my heart of hearts, I know that if we can provide a safe haven for a kid for a short time, what a blessing that will be. We may be asking in the next couple of months for some things that we may need to have on hand at our home, as we are thinking about taking any age of children from babies to teens.
So at this point we just ask for prayers and thoughts as we begin this new chapter in our lives. We pray that we make the right decision for us after the classes, and that we remain faithful to God through it all. Thanks in advance for your support in this.
P.S. A special note to all those that have children of your own. Give them an extra hug and kiss and realize how blessed you truly are! What a miracle and gift each child is!
“And we know that all things work together for good to those who love God, to those who are the called according to His purpose” (Romans 8:28)
Wednesday, January 2, 2013
Refreshed...
Feeling refreshed...
I'm very thankful that my job gives us a two week break over the holidays. I know I'm very lucky, as many people are barely lucky enough to have Christmas Day and New Year's Day off. It has been very relaxing and low key for us. A nice way to catch up on some sleep, spend time with my husband, andget attempt to get my house back into order. :) I have found also that it is good for the soul.
As many of you know, I have a hard time saying "no" to requests of helping others. Most of the time it is a good problem, but at times I can stretch myself too thin. As I was pushing my way through the busy schedule of December, I would say that I was reaching my max and my soul was feeling it. I wasn't in the best of mood and a load of stress was hanging over me.
As I have been given this lovely break though, my soul has been warmed with good words, kind gestures, and great family time. Just what I needed at this time. Here is a short recap...
1. My brother and his family came when the power went out. We enjoyed a meal togetherin the dark enjoying the candlelight. We were thankful for flashlights as we opened gifts that evening. I wouldn't take that time back for anything. It allowed us to have some great laughs and conversation.
2. Josh and I focused over break in doing some random acts of kindness. I don't care to share about each act because it isn't something we did to brag about, but some reactions were great...including giving a cup of coffee to the Bell Ringer at Wal-Mart. What a $1 can do!
3. I have enjoyed waking up with my husband and drinking a nice cup of hot tea/hot cocoa in the mornings.
4. I actually am caught up with my laundry, dishes, and filing papers! (Just in time to start it again haha)
5. Cuddling with the cat---need I say more :)
As I am reminded of this lovely hymn:
It is well,
With my soul,
It is well, it is well with my soul!
I hope that you took some time out for yourself and your soul is well!
I'm very thankful that my job gives us a two week break over the holidays. I know I'm very lucky, as many people are barely lucky enough to have Christmas Day and New Year's Day off. It has been very relaxing and low key for us. A nice way to catch up on some sleep, spend time with my husband, and
As many of you know, I have a hard time saying "no" to requests of helping others. Most of the time it is a good problem, but at times I can stretch myself too thin. As I was pushing my way through the busy schedule of December, I would say that I was reaching my max and my soul was feeling it. I wasn't in the best of mood and a load of stress was hanging over me.
As I have been given this lovely break though, my soul has been warmed with good words, kind gestures, and great family time. Just what I needed at this time. Here is a short recap...
1. My brother and his family came when the power went out. We enjoyed a meal together
2. Josh and I focused over break in doing some random acts of kindness. I don't care to share about each act because it isn't something we did to brag about, but some reactions were great...including giving a cup of coffee to the Bell Ringer at Wal-Mart. What a $1 can do!
3. I have enjoyed waking up with my husband and drinking a nice cup of hot tea/hot cocoa in the mornings.
4. I actually am caught up with my laundry, dishes, and filing papers! (Just in time to start it again haha)
5. Cuddling with the cat---need I say more :)
As I am reminded of this lovely hymn:
It is well,
With my soul,
It is well, it is well with my soul!
I hope that you took some time out for yourself and your soul is well!
Friday, October 5, 2012
Sisters...
Sisters is probably the most competitive relationship within the family, but once the sisters are grown, it becomes the strongest relationship. ~Margaret Mead
My sister and I are so opposite of each other too. She is blonde hair blue eyes; I'm dark hair and hazel eyes. She is petite and I am tall. She is very outgoing and makes friends very easily. I am more reserve and hold back. Her favorite color is blue (the cool colors). Mine is green/orange (the warm colors).
I remember growing up thinking about how annoying a sister can be...dressing like me, wanting to hang out with my friends and me, doing the same things as me, etc. I still remember the time I got dressed for the day, and my sister Christy came downstairs and was wearing the same exact outfit in a different color. I'm sure at times we were competitive, always wanting what the other had. Sharing a room, we thought was a bad things most days, as I remember running a strip of tape down the center of our room and marking the boundaries. ha ha
As I went to college, I began to realize how much I missed my sister being around. We were then 5 hours from each other, and she wasn't there just to talk. I'm realizing as we continue to get older and mature our relationship is now a friendship.
We've had some of the best times lately just hanging out with each other. Tonight I went with my sis to get my haircut, grab a bite to eat, and just chat. We just hung out enjoying mindless conversation together, not realizing how the time was passing by. These are the nights that are special to me. Realizing that my once annoying sister is now a best friend! Looking forward to spending many more times just hanging out. Love ya Christy!
Having a sister is like having a best friend you can't get rid of. You know whatever you do, they'll still be there. ~Amy Li
My sister and I are so opposite of each other too. She is blonde hair blue eyes; I'm dark hair and hazel eyes. She is petite and I am tall. She is very outgoing and makes friends very easily. I am more reserve and hold back. Her favorite color is blue (the cool colors). Mine is green/orange (the warm colors).
I remember growing up thinking about how annoying a sister can be...dressing like me, wanting to hang out with my friends and me, doing the same things as me, etc. I still remember the time I got dressed for the day, and my sister Christy came downstairs and was wearing the same exact outfit in a different color. I'm sure at times we were competitive, always wanting what the other had. Sharing a room, we thought was a bad things most days, as I remember running a strip of tape down the center of our room and marking the boundaries. ha ha
As I went to college, I began to realize how much I missed my sister being around. We were then 5 hours from each other, and she wasn't there just to talk. I'm realizing as we continue to get older and mature our relationship is now a friendship.
We've had some of the best times lately just hanging out with each other. Tonight I went with my sis to get my haircut, grab a bite to eat, and just chat. We just hung out enjoying mindless conversation together, not realizing how the time was passing by. These are the nights that are special to me. Realizing that my once annoying sister is now a best friend! Looking forward to spending many more times just hanging out. Love ya Christy!
Having a sister is like having a best friend you can't get rid of. You know whatever you do, they'll still be there. ~Amy Li
Monday, July 30, 2012
Confession...I need Fall...
I have failed miserably this summer with my goals.
1. I haven't lost weight, and in fact I've gained back some that I lost last summer. (I worked so hard too ughh!!!) I'm blaming it on the heat.
2. I had great goals of working on things for my classroom, especially working on smart board lessons. I ...have...not...done...one... yet....
3. I planned on sewing as soon as I got my machine, but I haven't sewn a single piece yet. I must go fabric shopping and need some moral support (Jackie P.???)
4. I'm in a "bummer" mood lately for a few reason. I think most of it deals with the fact that I will be turning 30 in a couple of months. I'm a goal setter if you can't tell and a couple of goals will not have been met by then. I will share more about this in the future, I hope when I am ready.
I'm really looking forward to fall, pumpkins, apples, orange, red, spiced cider, and crisp air. Please come soon to rescue me. :)
On a brighter note, my cat Mara (who is like a child to me) has been sick lately, and she is finally feeling better. she is actually chasing her bird toy around the house right now, and begging me for more fun!
Wednesday, June 13, 2012
So I'm going to learn to sew...
I've always had an interest deep down to sew. When I was younger, I admired my Grandma Peach for her skill of sewing. She made beautiful quilts and each grandchild got one from her when we were babies. I still have it today. She also made her dresses. They were simple, but with great prints and they fit her perfectly. It was my dream to learn some skills from her before she passed-away, but it didn't happen unfortunately. I took a "stab" at sewing when I was younger for a 4-H project and made a piano seat cushion with the help of my mom, but that is as far as anything I've ever done.
Lately I've had an interest though in making some simple clothes, so for Christmas this past year I asked for a sewing machine. When school got out I finally took the sewing machine out of the box and attempted to figure it out. Little did I know that I have a husband who has this under control! With a little help of the diagrams he had the sewing machine threaded in no time. (He was taught well from his skilled-sewing mom) I was shocked! I guess I know who to turn to when I'm struggling. So I've been tagging a couple of things that I would like to try on pinterest. I figured if I posted about it on here, then it might motivate me to try some of the patterns out.
Here is one of the first projects I'd like to try. Simple Skirt
Now if I can just find the right fabric I need.....
Lately I've had an interest though in making some simple clothes, so for Christmas this past year I asked for a sewing machine. When school got out I finally took the sewing machine out of the box and attempted to figure it out. Little did I know that I have a husband who has this under control! With a little help of the diagrams he had the sewing machine threaded in no time. (He was taught well from his skilled-sewing mom) I was shocked! I guess I know who to turn to when I'm struggling. So I've been tagging a couple of things that I would like to try on pinterest. I figured if I posted about it on here, then it might motivate me to try some of the patterns out.
Here is one of the first projects I'd like to try. Simple Skirt
Now if I can just find the right fabric I need.....
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